Self Hate

Look, look at yourself,
What do you think,
when you’re talking trash about yourself?
...

When I woke up the other night
The blood was on the sheets red and bright
It was part of...

My head, My thoughts, its all a scrambled mess,
But today its a struggle, Sure fear I'll fail the...

I see you wallowing down in the pit,
Your freedom; trying your best to win!
I'll make an...

It started out as something rather small,
Some distant thing we didn’t care to mention,
Till...

I live my life a product,
of a dream I've left behind
I breathe the air of constant pain,...

Take me to the padded room
Chain me to a yellow wall
Feed me from a lithium tube
For...

My body,
lies to me.
I can't take,
this cruelty.
The mirror,
it shows my...

The knot creating inside
Her chest. Mind racing here
And there. Thoughts filling her
...

At this point, I’m done,
After all, you put me though I will no longer run.
You have made me...

Tomorrow the pain will leave
Tomorrow your words
Won’t affect me anymore
So soon yet...

I remember the words coming
From you. The promises that
I’m a good girl and I should
...

Must my heart hurt some more
For thee to be satisfied?
Must my frozen tears stain thy...

I see the way my mother
Grips everything around her,
Fearing it might slip away.
She...

it’s been raining for the past three days
i’m bored of it
i’m tired of having to put my coat...

Drizzling wine red on the sheets
of bed
realising giants cry inside my head
sorted...

Who are you?
That smug smirk,
Mocking me,
Staring at me,
Telling me I'm nothing...