Mistakes

How bad can one hate themselves
You never know until things go to shit
Small or big it doesn'...

We are fed the idea
That we know more,
Believe it all too well
Until we know all...

"Take me away,
So I can escape,
So I won't be convinced to stay,
Once he's awake."...

Mistakes are made,
And they cannot fade,
I try to hide.

I play pretend,
Like...

( This poem is another from years ago )

In my life a fatal error I did make.

That...

Cascading, “I once pictured us ending this way”
but I’m one who’d say, you’re self-fulfilling....

Mistakes and regrets are inseparable,
Even if it's as small as a pebble,
A ripple is still...

I have been thinking of someone who I went to school with and how much I miss her.

You make me feel...

You love pizza even though you can’t stand cheese
You drink beer even you hate it just to fit in,...

I have seen the future.
A burning canvas, the edges already frayed
And one night I closed my...

I wish I had the childhood I dreamed about
Where I was encouraged to be myself
You would tell...

I'm sorry for all that's past, and for the fact we didn't last. I'm sorry that broke your heart. Well not...

We have both had our ups and downs and over 7 years there has been some frowns. We were okay but a messed...

(circa 2016)

My wife’s first language is Tagalog.
English is the second language...

You called
we talked
no-- words left your tongue
I died
I fucked my grief...

I look around to find that which mirrors
all that I possess
all that I am in this moment;...