Suicide

Seven more days
I woke up today thinking it would be a good day.
I've stopped cutting, self...

So down, just looking
looks like a frown.
Life's a joke. Get rich, snort coke,
die in...

I gathered to me
All the winter blues
I threw them far
Prayed they wouldnt hurt you...

Too many questions ☹️

In a moment of madness
You decided to part
With the blink of an...

I have a bottle of pills in a drawer in my bathroom just in case
Just in case the waves of panic in...

took my eyes
so I wouldn't be recognized
keeping still on a whiskey frozen morning
...

I see all of you grieving
because I've recently passed.
I hope each day you grieve for me,...

i feel like my heart is gonna burst
i feel like my lungs will deflate permanently
i feel like...

i don't want to feel this pain anymore
it's taking over me
a haze
blanketing my vision...

She's just in need of his undivided attention.

She gets angry if she doesn't get it.

She...

Hidden by the curtains of her mind
To other people’s hopes she is blind
Scared of shadows in...

Were you fooled by the perennial smile
and bonhomie?
His living presence hiding deep despair...

tonight you don't exist
just whiskey and all those souls I drink
heaven is a party
...

A real one
Knew it from day one
Ever since freshman year never considered you as just a peer...

Very recently, I went through the worst time
mentally
I very nearly didn't make it
It...

Rich girl, tough world.
she hurls
over the toilet seat
cos she just took 30-35
...

Slandering love
her fist full of graves
each spilling the fresh earth
scented by...