Suicide

The urge to end my life's becomes so intense it scares me

My mind is taken up with thoughts for a...

S...SACRIFICIAL
U...UNTIMELY
I....INSANE
C...CRAZY
I...IDIOTIC
D......

Go to sleep, please close those eyes,
dream of streams and flutter byes,
Do not think of pain...

It starts out all the same,
A worthless tragedy,
Filled with terror and strain,
A...

So I have changed, so I am dead,
Melancholic so it is said,
I wish the ringing would stop in...

150 precious lives they board the plane as madness thrives,

In one man's dark and desperate mind...

I remember being thirteen or fourteen,

In the car one Saturday morning,

Heading home from...

Under the cover of dark
we may blunder
unsupervised souls
spoiling deaths wonder...

Fill me right,
With the brilliant white,
Guiding light,
Prayers to be answered this...

As I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord my soul to keep, Gear, tornequet and spoon, this nightmare will...

I can't see my future

I can't see me being in a long term relationship

I can't see myself...

Love says fuck you when it needs to,
cutting deeply so it can heal.
It will burn you to...

Sometimes I stare down
At icy water
And,
Feel the cold,
I do it so often...

What if I was to die tonight,
Taking my own life?

A cry for help,
Threatening to kill...

"IN THE COLD LIGHT OF DAY
YOU ALWAYS DID THINGS YOUR WAY!
ALWAYS HAD SO MUCH TO SAY
I...

There is a time

When all that pains

Fades

When all that maims

diminishes...

The tears from the pain
Won't ever go away
Will they?
I imagined you would be
...