Depression

The reality of my mentality is that no one is there for me
See,
You can't expect me to be the...

The loneliness is so strong
and so loud
that each time I hear others giggle and laugh...

The thing about depression:

That's the thing about depression, some days you feel so strong like...

The day the sink hole appeared
My life changed forever
All consuming and destructive
...

What have you done?
A foolish girl,
You have become,
The crack was healing,
...

Free of the cage,
Is all that she asks.

She prays that her soul be free.

But like a...

Each day I wake wishing it'd be my last,
I cant see a future or forget the past.

I lock...

Nowhere.
Go where?
Nowhere.
Glow where?
Nowhere.
Flow where?
...

I frown
You dance
A pirouette of avoidance
Fear strikes your face

I distance...

Why do I feel that I'm not good enough, that this world is so hard and so so tough. Some days I open my...

I dwell upon the thoughts, I feel about myself.

I struggle to believe, I’m worth anything at all...

Drip...

Tick...

I can feel my mind is slipping slowly from its secret seat of security,...

A dark, wet cloud floats
Above the girl's little white coat
And surrounds it, through and...

I want to unzip my skin
Peel away the layers
Become unfamiliar to myself
Or perhaps,...

Anchored to the core, it lies in wait,
fertilising every decision with its dormant, bubbling poison...

When I walk into this room,
I say "this room" because, all of them are the same,
Twitching...

You burn bright like a distant star
Exploding into existence long ago
Yet the fire in your...